I have this weird feeling in me. Can’t describe it.. It’s like a mixture of feelings all together.
VJC ODAC 26th Tea Party last Saturday followed by VJC ODAC 26th Initiation last Wednesday.
Tea Party was a rather, erhm, sad event for me. I felt awkward. Knowing that some people will not be making it into ODAC and seeing them so happy and having so much fun. Releasing the results was very _____. It sucks being the ‘bearer’ of bad news. It sucks watching people get devastated. It sucks knowing that there is nothing I can do about it anymore.
Really do hope that the 27 of them who made it into the 26th batch treasure the opportunity given to them and make the best out of it. Treasure each and every single one of you!
Initiation reminded me of our very own one last year. How all of us gathered at the table near the sinks in the canteen, all excited for Initiation, all talking despite not knowing each other well. How we took our very first batch picture outside the classroom. How we carried out the voting process. How I got my LandChief position. How we were tricked into thinking that it was Welcome PT. How we played those disgusting games. How we first stepped into the ODAC Room. How we had our very first batch dinner at Parkway Parade.
Fond memories.
A year has passed, just like that. I really wish I could have had more time to spend with this bunch of people. I do hope that we will all stay close even after Farewell/ALevels.
Met up with Uma at Plaza Singapura last Tuesday. It was a very random meet up. Talked and talked and talked. Haven’t had a proper conversation with her for a very long time. Shall meet up one day, soon, all four of us yeah =) Bumped into ShiHan while we were leaving the place and talked to her a little. It was nice seeing her. Senior to me since I was a Sec1 Guide, all the way into VJC ODAC. Saw me grew up. I wonder how I will be like after ALevels. Working? Volunteering? Rotting? Erhm.. Met HuiYi too. She looked, erhm, different. Haha.
School’s pretty fine. Did all my tutorial worksheet beforehand=) So now, I can pay attention during tutorial lessons instead of being kept busy scribbling the answers away. Am rather proud of myself that I took the time and effort to do my tutorials. Starting to adopt a more positive attitude towards lectures which I am starting to find rather interesting. BIO!! Fathiyah Diyana is going to make a comeback! Watch me =)
Bought a nice thermoflask! Am pretty happy with the buy! Have been wanting to get one for quite some time. It’s purple with flower design. Soft lilac purple! =D
Last night while I was doing my work..
Me to Mum: Mummy, can you make me a cup of coffee?
Mum to me: Hmmm (Continues to watch the TV).
Sis to me: I think you have a screwed up lifestyle, full stop.
How screwed up is it? Maybe I should not be doing this anymore.
Going Malaysia tomorrow -.- Random. My dad wants to get something from Johor, called my mum along. Mum called me along so that I can “de-stress” haha. Maybe stopping by my cousin’s house for a while. Hope to get a nice break tomorrow 
(Why am I so scared?)
