Waiting for Kenny to send me the updated OP slides so that I can edit my OP script. Today we had an OP ‘rehearsal’ with Mrs Liew. It was kind of last minute and we were not prepared. My script was really short; only 1minute long, even shorter if I speak at my normal speaking speed. I guess I was quite nervous. I could tell from the way I stumble over words, panic and repeat them. Kind of bleah =X It has been quite some time since I last spoke in front of a crowd or presented something in front others. It was quite bad, I guess. Had a lunch break. (Slap me ’cause I couldn’t resist the temptation of eating something fried, oily, fattening and purely made of fats. Ohh that sounds like me, minus the fried part. But now that I think about it, looking at my skin colour, I can be somehow considered fried.)

Anyways, I woke up at 6am thinking that OP meeting starts at 8am.

(Here’s a sneak peak into my life: On a non-normal school day, I wake up 2 hours before the assembly/meeting/gathering time because I give myself 1 hour to bathe, change, pack my bag etc and another hour for transportation time.)

As I was saying, I thought that OP starts at 8am. So I left my house slightly after 7am, thinking that I will be late. Smsed Zhiyang when I woke up but I guess he was still asleep so he replied me only when I was on my way to school, around TKGS CCHS area. So yeah, went to the ODAC room. Wrote in the loggie, read ‘The Tenth Circle’ (which I later found to be quite boring), wrote in my diary and took a quite nap for about half an hour. Woke up slightly before 9am, feeling tired, sluggish and sleepy =/ Dragged myself downstairs to the canteen where we waited for the rest before meeting Mrs Liew. Came halfway while Jill’s group was presenting so we waited for them and somehow our Powerpoint screwed up so we pushed back our ‘rehearsal’ until 12pm plus plus. 3 hours of pure boredom. I actually fell asleep at the back of the classroom and would not have woken up unless Shermaine woke me up after her OGL interview.

Speaking of OGL interview, I am quite certain that I will not be chosen as an OGL =(

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Need I say more? 

It was very bad ’cause they kept asking me scenario questions, one after another. Very boring. I had expected a wild and crazy interview where they will ask me to do stupid and crazy things to embarrass myself but no, they didn’t. The only thing I did besides answering question was to propose to a chair because I didn’t want to propose to any of them. Sigh, I would rather they ask me to mass dance or sing or cheer or shout, anything but not answering questions. So in conclusion, it was screwed. I will be very happy if I get in. That is, if I get in. But from the looks of it now, things are looking pretty bleak.

I just want to be an OGL.

Can’t go Sikkim, bad enough. Please don’t deprive me of this chance.

But really, I’m hoping against hope.